The discovery of leaving

We have passed through a lot in such a long time. The love between us, which was neither deeper nor thinner, may be just frozen in the dark conscious and covered by a mass of happiness or pain in the surface, the surface that being together.

We gradually ask for more rather than offer our concern and care.

We gradually stick into counting the gain and the lost rather than enjoy every god-given moment.

We gradually complain the boring peace of our relationship but forget that only this peace can lead us to a happy ending.

We have gradually changed into someone we do not know before until the separate moment suddenly comes. Now you, by yourself, and I, by myself, have to suffer the shatters of our memories as well as face the lonely life.  

Only in this separate moment have we surprisingly realize that the frozen love has melted away. In the undescriptive sadness, in the worry and the horror of losing each other, in the recalling of every detail of the time we shared together, the frozen love has melted away.

Only in this separate moment have we gotten closest to the nature of true love.

   别离之悟

一起走过了长远的时间。爱情既没有浓烈，也没有淡漠。也许只是凝固下来，凝固在最深层的意识里，而被表面纷纷攘攘的一起的快乐或痛苦覆盖。

逐渐变得不断索求更多，而忘了可以不断给予。

逐渐变得执著于获得和失去，而忘了可以不去计较。

逐渐变得抱怨彼此关系里索然无味的宁静，而忘了惟其宁静可以致远。

直到偶尔面对别离的日子，一个人承担细碎的生活。

那些凝固的爱情才逐渐融化，融化在无可名状的忧伤与惆怅里，融化在担心失去的不安与恐惧里，融化在浮光掠影的回忆里。

在这样的时刻，是这样的接近这样真实的爱情。